If I wait I wither, and there is no worse sin than to let time win. I shall not wait for my love to return, because it will never not be with me. My heart lives in every step I take on this earth, with gratitude for the ground below and the space above. When I say goodbye to you, I know that I make room for more love to come through. When I take another step forward my footprint is left on the ground, it leaves my messages of love. I destroy the microcosm that may of existed below my feet. I leave part of me but I do not become less than what I was before, I grow into more, as love is infinite and forever more. Than why may it be difficult for me to part with this love in my heart?
Parting may produce fear as the end creeps in near. One must die and I do not enjoy the destruction. My love is the calm silence after the storm. It's the uncertainties with what the west wind will blow forth that pulls my heart in the darkness of the north. This is what I live for, the new birth on the horizon, the sun's devotion to rising.
I let go and release the pure essence that flows through all things with ease. When I grip or grasp that flow of love, the infinite union of all things in me is no longer free. I am an Aries, child of this earth, free is the only thing I wish to be. This one true essence can only be if all love flows free through me. The grip the grasp, the irrational fear that if I let go it will not come back the same. In science I was taught the one thing that is constant is change, yet life taught me one thing that will always remain is love. The love in its essence is pure, ever flowing, always coming, constantly growing. The mind is what changes, and through this metamorphising lens we experience changes in love. And love is not to blame, for it is the same. The mind controls the game, and what controls the mind? Nothing. The idea of control can be a dirty trickster, giving you all the comfort that everything is going how you planned. So let's not be fixed on her, or him, or any outcome that let's us think we win. The only way we can lose at this game of life is to lose sight, because love is our birth right.
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